
“Can't Wait”
Bob Dylan
Tell Tale Signs: The Bootleg Series Vol. 8 – 2008
(actual song recorded in 1997)
Talk about down in the groove. It's like a snake. A snake that slides through the grass like something that leaves dead little furry things behind it. Isn't it funny that the Lanois guitar licks sound both deadly and soothing at the same time? Deadly because Dylan's death is approaching but also soothing because he has some piece of peace hidden amongst the ambiguity. And his mind is a “lonely graveyard”? Now, the lyrics changed significantly before Time out of Mind, but we've got more cohesion here. The whole first verse gets overhauled and the “back is to the sun...” lyric had to wait another four years before appearing on “Sugar Baby” on Love and Theft. But this early version – whew! It's so desperate.
“Life is short and I think I've had a lot.
I can't say if I want the pain to end or not.
The blindness overtakin' me is beatin' like a drum
I don't know where it starts or where it's comin' from.
That's how it is when you try to concentrate
And I don't know how much longer I can wait.”
While the other one is a bit more polished, this one has got the quality of a drunken night playing in a bar and throwing out one more number, just for the band, after everyone has gone home. Especially with that rumbling “Let's do it in, uh, how 'bout B-flat?” at the beginning. Man, the treasures one finds! But, I guess be careful of what you find and what you find value in. Be careful of the things you store up, the jewel's in your crown. Because even when you've lost these things and feel stripped, “there's always more left to lose”. That's when you really can't wait for the end.
And the album version.

